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sometimes i wish i had gone about things in a different way. regret is what that is called i believe. i wish i could just suck it up, grow some balls, and just tell you, "hey, sometimes it bothers me when you ___." I don't know why but being up front with people and confronting them has never been easy for me, even when i feel like i know that person as well a possibly could given his or her personal fences. i always wind up saying things, regrettable things, in attempt to just vent out any negativity without hurting anyone's feelings. im not a mean person, i think anyone who knows me would warrant that, and even though being nice isn't something i necessarily take pride in, it is what it is. it always bites me in the ass; i guess i can be very cunning in an attempt to be kind. it always hurts and its never going to stop. its human temperament and i hate it. you're one of like three people who i think completely understands how i work. whats done is done, i guess. sorry.
PS this is exactly why livejournal was invented. i hate it.
PS this is exactly why livejournal was invented. i hate it.