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the past month has been really hard for me.
-school is wearing me thin.
-my parents have pretty much done a 180 from when katie and i were in high school. i think that has to do with my little sister being nuts.
-having to take myself out of a situation that i put so much heart into. i think thats one of the hardest things in life: putting a lot of effort into something and getting a disappointing outcome, especially if you're relying on somebody else. it feels like it should work but it just wont and so i have to let things go, which i have never been too good at.
someone call me to hang out because i have no car and katie won't do anything.
-school is wearing me thin.
-my parents have pretty much done a 180 from when katie and i were in high school. i think that has to do with my little sister being nuts.
-having to take myself out of a situation that i put so much heart into. i think thats one of the hardest things in life: putting a lot of effort into something and getting a disappointing outcome, especially if you're relying on somebody else. it feels like it should work but it just wont and so i have to let things go, which i have never been too good at.
someone call me to hang out because i have no car and katie won't do anything.