I hope you don’t think less of me if I’m cold, I don’t want to watch you go

[venus_ln_furs]

These past three weeks or so have been intense, to say the least. They were filled with ups and downs, lows and highs...but at least I can say that things are looking up now. I got quite a few kicks in the ass and as much as they sucked, I needed them. I realized so much about myself and my emotions/thoughts/actions, my relationship with the boy i love, silly things with friendships...and some other things relating to life in general.

as i just mentioned tho, things are going well/better...and im pretty convinced it will stay like that, at least for a good amount of time.

•new apt. july 15th (which is beautiful by the way...resort-like, on a lake, closer to pals. Ooohh, the partying...lets do this)
•new car this weekend (so its not brand-new, but its new for me. im not bitching)
•better/improved relationship (marshall is the best)
•closer to school, which will lead to more motivation (i promised myself)
•new Starbucks opening one light down from the new apt. ( i can ride a bike to work=save on gas money/get more exercise)
•and just to throw it in the 'new' list of things b/c im having fun with it, im getting a new cell phone (same number...quit fretting)

phew.

im going to lauderdale this weekend, from sat.-tues morning. Id like to see some people. hit me up.

im craving grapes...hmmm...