Sep 20, 2006 00:34
And right as I say I think I'm surrounded by good friends...
Brain is fried, I'm tired of speed not letting me sleep. I just want some liquor and a bigger bed to fit someone else in without excruciating back pain.
I have enjoyed my recent late night aim chats though. wandering around the 3 square feet of space in my room, finding something else to put away or organize. Another flaw on my body to obsess over in the mirror. Watching morally questionable porn. I have no food in my fridge... isn't that why I bought it?
I hate sleeping alone. GOD I hate it, but I can't sleep if someones in this 5 inch wide bed, it just won't work.
Pot won't even work. Maybe I smoke too much. I'm just so in need of something different sometimes.
If I have to code for one more second tonight I'll shoot something.