looking back.
January 2005:
the days are going by too quickly.
February 2005:
my motivation level is at zero .
March 2005:
I have a biology mid-term tomorrow and I can not bring myself to study. Rather, I am drinking diet coke and eating sour gummi worms.
April 2005:
In the last twelve hours it feels as if my life has been turned upside down.
May 2005:
I am so tired that it hurts. Literally hurts. My body just aches.
June 2005:
Like I mentioned in my last post, I got a job as a telemarketer.Then I got fired/quit. That was fun. So, the job search continued. I got a job two days later. At Dosha (salonspa).
July 2005:
Life is life right now, I guess
August 2005:
i can't put my finger on the right place to begin, so i'll just shove off from here.
September 2005:
No update
October 2005:
i love my job. ahem. i love the people i work with. they are the kind of people you dream about finding after you graduate from college and take on a crap job.
November 2005:
i am currently harboring a great-dane-sized crush on a canadian drag king.
it feels like healing.
December 2005:
If you knew me five months ago, you probably don’t know me anymore. If you knew me five years ago, you wouldn’t recognize me.
That's my year. I still can't process everything that happened. I made mistakes; many of them. I destroyed myself for the majority of the year. I don't regret many things in life. I regret the first half of this year. The things I did to myself. The things I did to others. My dear friend told me over and over this summer that I would grow. That time would heal. It's beginning to. I wish I could reach out to the one that matters. It hurts to know that I will never be able to.
the days are going by too quickly.
February 2005:
my motivation level is at zero .
March 2005:
I have a biology mid-term tomorrow and I can not bring myself to study. Rather, I am drinking diet coke and eating sour gummi worms.
April 2005:
In the last twelve hours it feels as if my life has been turned upside down.
May 2005:
I am so tired that it hurts. Literally hurts. My body just aches.
June 2005:
Like I mentioned in my last post, I got a job as a telemarketer.Then I got fired/quit. That was fun. So, the job search continued. I got a job two days later. At Dosha (salonspa).
July 2005:
Life is life right now, I guess
August 2005:
i can't put my finger on the right place to begin, so i'll just shove off from here.
September 2005:
No update
October 2005:
i love my job. ahem. i love the people i work with. they are the kind of people you dream about finding after you graduate from college and take on a crap job.
November 2005:
i am currently harboring a great-dane-sized crush on a canadian drag king.
it feels like healing.
December 2005:
If you knew me five months ago, you probably don’t know me anymore. If you knew me five years ago, you wouldn’t recognize me.
That's my year. I still can't process everything that happened. I made mistakes; many of them. I destroyed myself for the majority of the year. I don't regret many things in life. I regret the first half of this year. The things I did to myself. The things I did to others. My dear friend told me over and over this summer that I would grow. That time would heal. It's beginning to. I wish I could reach out to the one that matters. It hurts to know that I will never be able to.