I'm not mad at you, you know. I've just kind of been waiting for you to make the first move for weeks. And by "make the first move" I don't mean "pop up to freak out about love and commitment and trust issues".
Ummmm, okay. So you say you feel "cut out" of my life but then you say you never mail or call me because you "don't want to be in the way"? You can't have your cake and eat it too.
I'm not mad at you, you know. I've just kind of been waiting for you to make the first move for weeks. And by "make the first move" I don't mean "pop up to freak out about love and commitment and trust issues".
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Honestly? I don't know. I know I'm screwing shit up and I don't know why. I am dead honest about that. I don't know why.
Please don't let me push you away. Please?
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If you need to be the way you were, change back. God, don't do this for me and not you.
I didn't mean. I just wanted you healthy. Just wanted you to see happy and...
fuck
i'm sorry
I todl youwhat bothered me like you wanted and when you said you wanted to change i hlped and
fuck
its not you it sme always has been
why do you put yourself through this?
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*lame flippant joke here*
Scared of being in the way. With Peter and Piotr and two jobs and your other work and all of that, I don't want to be in the way.
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Can Isee you tomorrow, Jean-Paul?
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Wanna come order room service and get massages of the legal kind, after work?
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But I'll be relaxed, I'll shamelessly cuddle on you and I plan to kiss you until we're both breathlessly. Nothing more.
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I cna fix this. realy. It can be fixed. i swear.
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