Because a little kitten told him it would help
I can't ever tell him how I feel. It would do no good and just start fights. I can't be honest and open and so I just get scared and defensive. I remember what it was like when we started and what he said and he it's supposed to be we weren't supposed to be togethre and i know they're just jokes but lawr is like him and i just dont get any of it and now he's piotrs and were just growing apart and i cant seem to fix it and i just keep fucking it up more and i dont want to lose him before i have to before hes gone