It's official ,,,
Kim met my mother on Saturday. Friday night He picked me up from work, and stayed at my place. He brought me out a bottle of wine, and we had a few drinks, I was getting a little nervous and a little drunk,lol ,we talked about it, I was a little jumpy and said to him "This is big Shit you know!!", He had a good laugh at that , but he agreed with me that this is a major door opening up for us , I made comment to the fact that we haven't exactly been comfortably open with each other , He gave me a very nice warm and loving reassuring hug. (I love it when he squeezes me like that) Any hoot , We went up to Mom's on Sat. and He was the perfect gentleman, and i think mom really liked him , which is no great surprise to me , she has always liked my choice in men. While we were there Kim looked at the traveling Van mom has , and thinks he is going to buy it , so we can take off for weekends if we want to.
Today i get a message from him , saying "Happy Anniversary Babe. :) (major brownie points there, *grin*) I didn't even remember,, OOPS ,, but today was the date of the first time we made love , and genuinely made a commitment to each other. I can honestly say he is definately my Mr. Right , not Mr. Right now.
It has been a learning experience. I am so used to guys wanting to move right in , and this one is so different. I am very content and comfortable now, I can say what is on my mind, and we discuss things. No pressure, well there Was no pressure,, lol ,, no just kidding , but it does feel different. The bond is thicker. I like it, and I Love Him.
So I can't stop having these bad dreams, and i am remembering them which is even scarier. And not at all fun, considering that my friend is in this last one , and it relates to the dreams she has had in the past. Seemed very real , even though i know in my heart that it would never happen , still freaked me out.
On the job front , things are finally starting to level off , Hopefully we will be able to keep a normal schedule, and everyone will be happy, but overall it is fun , the people ore great , and i am making some new acquaintances , and possibly some new friends , we will see.
G.G ,, if you read this , try and get a hold of me .
Today i get a message from him , saying "Happy Anniversary Babe. :) (major brownie points there, *grin*) I didn't even remember,, OOPS ,, but today was the date of the first time we made love , and genuinely made a commitment to each other. I can honestly say he is definately my Mr. Right , not Mr. Right now.
It has been a learning experience. I am so used to guys wanting to move right in , and this one is so different. I am very content and comfortable now, I can say what is on my mind, and we discuss things. No pressure, well there Was no pressure,, lol ,, no just kidding , but it does feel different. The bond is thicker. I like it, and I Love Him.
So I can't stop having these bad dreams, and i am remembering them which is even scarier. And not at all fun, considering that my friend is in this last one , and it relates to the dreams she has had in the past. Seemed very real , even though i know in my heart that it would never happen , still freaked me out.
On the job front , things are finally starting to level off , Hopefully we will be able to keep a normal schedule, and everyone will be happy, but overall it is fun , the people ore great , and i am making some new acquaintances , and possibly some new friends , we will see.
G.G ,, if you read this , try and get a hold of me .