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Dear Journal,
I must apologize (profusely) for the lack of updates of late. Real life has taken over, though I must admit I come here and stare at this empty entry box from time to time, typing and deleting. I have been very busy doing, well, things. For example, my schedule Monday consisted of:
-getting up at 8 am for breakfast at m. bakery
-taking photos downtown in pre-10 am sunlight (*gasp*)
-grading exams for 3 straight hours
-going to my one class of the day
-eating fruit. lots of fruit.
-attending a FS training session
-studying for my exam Thursday
And in there somewhere, eating dinner, watching a little television, chatting with friends online, talking to my parents on the phone... I think we get the picture.
Right now I really want to get into bed and curl up and sleep and dream, but I can't. Because tonight is the night before P.'s thesis (all 150+ pages) is due, and he "needs" me to literally sit with him as he finishes it up.
I can't begin to describe my life right now because it looks pretty damn good. It smells pretty damn good. But it doesn't feel as pretty damn good as it ought to feel. I suppose it's all this anxiety about the hush-hush that's going to happen post-May (besides 3 glorious weeks travelling and shopping in China).
I have more to say, but I can't get the words just right. I seem to close up right when the emotions start showing. I'm surprised I've made it this far.
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I must apologize (profusely) for the lack of updates of late. Real life has taken over, though I must admit I come here and stare at this empty entry box from time to time, typing and deleting. I have been very busy doing, well, things. For example, my schedule Monday consisted of:
-getting up at 8 am for breakfast at m. bakery
-taking photos downtown in pre-10 am sunlight (*gasp*)
-grading exams for 3 straight hours
-going to my one class of the day
-eating fruit. lots of fruit.
-attending a FS training session
-studying for my exam Thursday
And in there somewhere, eating dinner, watching a little television, chatting with friends online, talking to my parents on the phone... I think we get the picture.
Right now I really want to get into bed and curl up and sleep and dream, but I can't. Because tonight is the night before P.'s thesis (all 150+ pages) is due, and he "needs" me to literally sit with him as he finishes it up.
I can't begin to describe my life right now because it looks pretty damn good. It smells pretty damn good. But it doesn't feel as pretty damn good as it ought to feel. I suppose it's all this anxiety about the hush-hush that's going to happen post-May (besides 3 glorious weeks travelling and shopping in China).
I have more to say, but I can't get the words just right. I seem to close up right when the emotions start showing. I'm surprised I've made it this far.
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