Aug 30, 2004 15:44
things at home suck as usual. we've all talked to lisa about getting her shit together, and she's all talk, but no action. her and shay are constantly arguing and it brings the mood of the house down. my hours at work got cut in half because my manager is being a dick and doesn't want to work around my school schedule, and it sucks. my stress level is too high and i wouldn't be surprised if i died soon. i'm going to have an anxiety attack and yeah. i miss my family like crazy, and the only one i really have right now is alycia, and sometimes i feel i'm even being too sensitive for her, and she's emo! haha. it sucks. i feel like i'm pushing her away with my unhappiness, but the only thing i want is her near me. that's what makes me happy...and sometimes i feel i don't even have her, and i just cry and cry and cry, and it's stupid. work is just the same. arguing over stupid shit, people complaining, this and that, that and this...i just can't take anything anymore, and it really really sucks. *sigh*
-kristie