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Die-Ary I dont know why but lately I've been feeling like I've been being followed around I just cant put my finger on it this feeling feels so familiar but yet I dont know its so different I hope my past has not come back to haunt me nor the future tales for my own fate I'm so messed up right now doubting reasoning and faith in my self and reasoning in others god do I need to work out I have a feeling I may need all the strength in m body why ... and what about my goddamn dreams wtf do they mean why am I having all these flashbacks and why is she in them ... so I got a call from Ducky the other day saying how much fun it was talking to me ?? when the fuck did I talk to you I said he said: "the other night when you called me and asked if I still knew where you lived and I replied yeah 600 e .chicago st elgin il" I worriedly replied I didnt even know you were still in the state of IL non the less your number he laughed and said: yeah you lier I know it was you I can regonize your voice anywhere except ya kinda sounded pissed that why I'm calling to see if everything alright ...I paused Ducky listen to me it wasnt me I didnt have my cell phone on me that night you got to tell me where that number came from .. He said he didnt know but at least now I can contact him .. anyway I'm getting hungry I'll finish later