Aug 02, 2007 12:28
All of this time, the answer was in front of me all along. The reason for all of my mistakes here and at home have been the sinful desires of the flesh. My want for physical affections, momentary satisfaction with little reflection on the consequences. It's so simple, but so complicated...
I've been blind and tainted. But not for long. I need a priest to hear my sins. I'll do whatever penitence it takes. I'm not going to go to hell. This is a brand new leaf. I'll deal with my frustrations in different ways. Slaying in the name of God is my true calling!
One step at a time though. I can't just rush into this. No, I need to change. I make a show of myself, no wonder.
this is gonna hurt tomorrow,
cursed,
sin sin sin