Glance 134
Filtered from Beatrix Kiddo//Unhackable;
Ben and Jerry are getting along with my old friend Jack Daniels better than I expected.
Private//Unhackable:
I don't think I'll be going out today. Surprisingly enough I think there's enough icecream. I don't remember buying this shit. "Chocolate Therapy." Jan or Luke must have... Fuck, I'm eating icecream he probably brought who the fuck knows when.
I hope Luke okay. I want him to be okay.
Both he and Cori said it... I don't think I can deny that anymore. That's what's fucking everything up. That's what's fucking everyone up.
I love Bill but where is he? That ships sailed. I can't just... I'm such a goddamn cunt.
How did I get here and how will I get some place else?
I'm not thinking of him right now. Or Bill. I don't want to. Just let myself soak things in. Facts and notions that I know are true. Think rather than feel since that thus far has been doing shit. I know in the end what matters is what I feel, but I guess that'll come later.
I really want to kick someone's face in, watch them cry and bleed and be glad that that's not me.
Private to Radu//Unhackable:
Forgive me. There have been personal complications. The doctor has an aid of sorts within the City now. He's not been here long. He's living dead on arrival.
I have been thinking of what I want in return.
Ben and Jerry are getting along with my old friend Jack Daniels better than I expected.
Private//Unhackable:
I don't think I'll be going out today. Surprisingly enough I think there's enough icecream. I don't remember buying this shit. "Chocolate Therapy." Jan or Luke must have... Fuck, I'm eating icecream he probably brought who the fuck knows when.
I hope Luke okay. I want him to be okay.
Both he and Cori said it... I don't think I can deny that anymore. That's what's fucking everything up. That's what's fucking everyone up.
I love Bill but where is he? That ships sailed. I can't just... I'm such a goddamn cunt.
How did I get here and how will I get some place else?
I'm not thinking of him right now. Or Bill. I don't want to. Just let myself soak things in. Facts and notions that I know are true. Think rather than feel since that thus far has been doing shit. I know in the end what matters is what I feel, but I guess that'll come later.
I really want to kick someone's face in, watch them cry and bleed and be glad that that's not me.
Private to Radu//Unhackable:
Forgive me. There have been personal complications. The doctor has an aid of sorts within the City now. He's not been here long. He's living dead on arrival.
I have been thinking of what I want in return.