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I'm in love with him, I can't help it, and I can't seem to move on either. I don't know even why after so little time, but everything inside of me just screamed, "don't let this one go"...and I fucked it up.I wanted what I thought was best for him when I thought I was pregnant. I would have rather bore all the pain alone and had my life fuckedover than cause him any hardship....and that's how much I loved him. My heart is breaking every day and I think about him all the time.