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Okay. well, the end of the month is coming nearer and nearer..i've had gone through some tough decisions. i've been hanging out with a friend i met last years summer from the beginning of the time i started working at Sev. since the time i've gotten to know him, we've had sex.god i love him, but do i really? first of all, he gave up on me, because apparently i dont know what i want. so he has no pacientce(?. i was talking on my phone at the laundry matt by myself while waiting for him to come down and spend time with me...so i was talking on the phone, and i started to cry..upset about somthing. when a french guy comes along, and at the same time not speaking good english..trying to comfort me...so when Oliver drove by..this guy was touching my arm...oliver comes parked..starts yelling at this guy...and yelling in frnech back and forth..so this guy go.."that your boy friend?" so..apparently we're dating? since when? since you said that you we're giving up on me? w/e i enjoy being with him. but i'll have no time for a relationship in the future...because im moving..and working at the same time. and having our timetables align shall be hard. arg. and apparently they like me because of my eyes? i dont know. man. i love french canadians...im working on my french...Je t aime. Moi aussi, toi aussi, je m ennui de toi, so far thats all i know..they love me up there! i love it...their all so nice and fun to be around. now...who to choose?? his spine is crooked. just alil' though. work is good. i have to start and to print resume out..friday im going to possibly westbank to get Oliver an Mp3. he and the others up at loose bay like the songs that was on my Mp3..so i offered to go up to westbank with him and John(cute) and buy him one at Zellers..no tax and what not. and put some of his Reggea songs and his Cd's on his Mp3..so yeah. that hopefull;y the plan on friday..saturday im going to osoyoos to hand out resumes...work at 2:00pm today...i hate working at Sev. during the summer. but you do what you have to do for extra cash...you know? anyways i cant get the transfer..from oliver-osoyoos Sev. hence printing off resumes for other jobs...so apparently i hurt them..i dont know. w/e. so..im learning french..and being with them helps..man. i just love being around them. time is nothing when your with them..there is no point in haning out with her, when we are on a time schedual(?) pointless..i hate hurrying all the time..just sitting is nice. enjoying...life, just being there..relaxing. talking, laughing..im happy when not with people i've known for along time. because..its not the same..you know?anyways..to be honest...im not sure if i really do love him, i say i do and everything...but..to be honest..i have a wondering eye.i dont think i'll go..steady...with one person for a long time..damb these eyes!! anyways. im going to town now. Mmm cravings. for since wednesday of last week i've had a sore throat that occurs every year for a week...and apparently there is nothing wrong with..what are the odds!!? Bah! dont you just hate people thgat are clueless?