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Daisy is asleep on me so I have to type really quiet which is really hard. Oh well, I shall try.
So I guess this is what happens when I try to be proactive and speak my mind. It all just royally backfires and everything goes to hell. Hurray! I tried so hard for once and I'm going to end up giving up again. WTF. When I don't say anything-- it doesn't work. When I say what I'm thinking-- it doesn't work. That makes no sense. I do get to hang out with Noel on Friday, hopefully, which should just over-ride any further evilness this week.
At least the Chad drama has lightened up a bit. That makes me happy. Even if he is a whore. And well, I am promising myself to be less regressive and less dependent in the future. We'll see how that works out.
So I guess this is what happens when I try to be proactive and speak my mind. It all just royally backfires and everything goes to hell. Hurray! I tried so hard for once and I'm going to end up giving up again. WTF. When I don't say anything-- it doesn't work. When I say what I'm thinking-- it doesn't work. That makes no sense. I do get to hang out with Noel on Friday, hopefully, which should just over-ride any further evilness this week.
At least the Chad drama has lightened up a bit. That makes me happy. Even if he is a whore. And well, I am promising myself to be less regressive and less dependent in the future. We'll see how that works out.