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sooo yesterday was a bad day.
but I think it made me feel a lot better.
It's funny, I felt like complete crap and now I feel great.
I had some time to think and complain, that I am done now.
whatever happens, happens.
maybe I should stop being so picky?
that may make things more interesting.
I'm so young and I have so many options for a lot of things.
If I don't get into central for whatever reason, I'll go to macomb next semester again and then apply to a few different colleges for the semester after that.
I don't hate work anymore and I don't really complain about going to it much anymore. I want to work now. I'm going to ask for more hours this summer and if they won't give them to me, I'll find a second job.
I don't hate the things going on in my life, or the things that have happened in my past, because I may not be the same person I am today if things were different. I know I'm not perfect and I have a lot of things I need to work on, but I'll fix everything in time. trust me I really want to. I like who I am for the most part. I am intelligent, kind, understanding, and considerate.
I have been given many second chances, some third and even fourth chances.
I am very thankful for every one of them.
so listen, if I am in a bad mood.
slap me.
I'll deserve it.
but I think it made me feel a lot better.
It's funny, I felt like complete crap and now I feel great.
I had some time to think and complain, that I am done now.
whatever happens, happens.
maybe I should stop being so picky?
that may make things more interesting.
I'm so young and I have so many options for a lot of things.
If I don't get into central for whatever reason, I'll go to macomb next semester again and then apply to a few different colleges for the semester after that.
I don't hate work anymore and I don't really complain about going to it much anymore. I want to work now. I'm going to ask for more hours this summer and if they won't give them to me, I'll find a second job.
I don't hate the things going on in my life, or the things that have happened in my past, because I may not be the same person I am today if things were different. I know I'm not perfect and I have a lot of things I need to work on, but I'll fix everything in time. trust me I really want to. I like who I am for the most part. I am intelligent, kind, understanding, and considerate.
I have been given many second chances, some third and even fourth chances.
I am very thankful for every one of them.
so listen, if I am in a bad mood.
slap me.
I'll deserve it.