May 01, 2004 18:00
hey everyone! matt just left for prom and he looks gr8. not in a that way if anyone is thinking that! but i am just happy that matt is going to his senior prom. so today when i woke up at about 5:30 thinking that it was monday and almost got in the shower until i realized that it was saturday! so then i went back to sleep. but then i was awoken by the voices of my mom, john michael, chelsea, matt, and my daddy. but i just decided to pretend that i was asleep while i cried in bed. these past days i have been really emotional and fight now i am on the verge of crying but i am trying to be a big girl and not cry. but then i eventuall get up and do my thing. so then the whole day while my mom was at work, i got to watch my brother and his "future" gf be all over each other and kiss. that just made everything worse. so then they left about 3 cuz she had to go to her dance rehersal or something. but here i am now just sayed my to matt the second time! he left the flowers here so he had to come back home and get them. man he is a crack up! but i love him. so then i tried to talk to danny to see if she would make me feel better but i didn't! it made me feel even worse, and danny i am sorry that i just left, i was about to cry and you were not making me feel any better! well i gtg! later gators!