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i think everything has been a whirlwind of late, not that i hate the excitement; just the picking up of pieces and rubble afterwards.
anyhow new zealand was a blast. definitely the least fit member of the group in there but as ben put it during the certificate presentation/affirmation - i survived (though i don't think he quite meant it in the sparkly positive way i am looking at it, but hey). i am grateful for the awesomeness that is group one, which allowed me to cope with camp, but more importantly i am immensely thankful for the lessons i have learnt. corny as that may sound, there are a lot of personal thoughts and takeaways for this trip. le sigh.
also i now have a fear of dropping down 40m from the sky. i put myself through similar experiences TWICE in one day.
am ambivalent towards a lot of things now, it's quite scary how that can consume your heart.
but there were some good news on the trip! i think. chairlift rides were amazing! <3
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today i ran with music pounding in my ears and my heart pounding in its endless cavity. I FEEEL AWAKE NOW
also i would like to mention that sim wong hoo's interview on 31 may was my inspiration
anyhow new zealand was a blast. definitely the least fit member of the group in there but as ben put it during the certificate presentation/affirmation - i survived (though i don't think he quite meant it in the sparkly positive way i am looking at it, but hey). i am grateful for the awesomeness that is group one, which allowed me to cope with camp, but more importantly i am immensely thankful for the lessons i have learnt. corny as that may sound, there are a lot of personal thoughts and takeaways for this trip. le sigh.
also i now have a fear of dropping down 40m from the sky. i put myself through similar experiences TWICE in one day.
am ambivalent towards a lot of things now, it's quite scary how that can consume your heart.
but there were some good news on the trip! i think. chairlift rides were amazing! <3
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today i ran with music pounding in my ears and my heart pounding in its endless cavity. I FEEEL AWAKE NOW
also i would like to mention that sim wong hoo's interview on 31 may was my inspiration