Masks and races
Maybe it's because it was my first night out since I've been back from Sydney. Or maybe it just comes with age. But whatever it is, it felt somewhat tiring to be in the midst of it all for some reason. The faces may have changed, as new to me as mine probably is to them, but the vibe hasn't changed one bit and I totally understand why people get so cynical and sick of it all (many of my friends included).
No one seems to be really out jsut for the sake of being with friends...there's always an agenda somewhere....even if they don't have one, they'll find one within 5 singaporean minutes. I miss dancing the night away when that's all that matters. We always think that its good to hold power but when given power...there will be struggles to attain more...perhaps it isn't so hard to see why you have so much when you have nothing at all.
Walking on eggshells can get tiring after awhile....and perhaps its time to lay some eggshells of my own on the ground....then again it's hard to change one's personality just because you're sick of someone elses'
Like that lo *suck thumb*
No one seems to be really out jsut for the sake of being with friends...there's always an agenda somewhere....even if they don't have one, they'll find one within 5 singaporean minutes. I miss dancing the night away when that's all that matters. We always think that its good to hold power but when given power...there will be struggles to attain more...perhaps it isn't so hard to see why you have so much when you have nothing at all.
Walking on eggshells can get tiring after awhile....and perhaps its time to lay some eggshells of my own on the ground....then again it's hard to change one's personality just because you're sick of someone elses'
Like that lo *suck thumb*