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I find it harder and harder to pinpoint my exact feelings. Perhaps the best way to describe it is as a void. Something is missing and needs to be there. Perhaps it's just how much I miss some of the people I used to be so close to. At times I feel that they have changed so very much that I just don't fit into their routines any more. My life is caught in a repetition that seems likely to continue. It's causes me pain...yet it doesn't hurt. I feel alone. I won't mention any names, because if you all feel as uneasy about it as I do you'll know who you are...It feels like you guys aren't even there anymore...