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Meh i feel for writing.
1)I can't smoke pot until this S.A.D thing is gone, all pot does is make me more depressed now....and when i say depressed i mean it like this; When i was stoned off my ass a couple weeks ago i couldn't help but feel the urge to grab a gun load a bullet and pull the trigger.
yes, i'm depressed but that's one of those scary thoughts on me right now, i'm no longer to the point of taking my life, i'm just here, a drone who wears a mask(of hate or glass depending on if you can grasp the metaphor correctly.)
2) Human language does not convey the meaning. Human language is like a box, trying to contain an elephant who is human thought. In the next few days I'll take the same path as my friend Knut Mjelde and try to reach something by refusal to speak for some amount of days(it won't last too long)
3)Why can't i go through school and not be happy, nto crack a smile, without someone asking me "What's wrong mike?" I want to strike that person down.
fuck...
fuck...
if anyone ever needs moral support, though i may be able to give little, give me a call or e-mail me(Michael.Curtis@gmail.com HP=6158224067)
1)I can't smoke pot until this S.A.D thing is gone, all pot does is make me more depressed now....and when i say depressed i mean it like this; When i was stoned off my ass a couple weeks ago i couldn't help but feel the urge to grab a gun load a bullet and pull the trigger.
yes, i'm depressed but that's one of those scary thoughts on me right now, i'm no longer to the point of taking my life, i'm just here, a drone who wears a mask(of hate or glass depending on if you can grasp the metaphor correctly.)
2) Human language does not convey the meaning. Human language is like a box, trying to contain an elephant who is human thought. In the next few days I'll take the same path as my friend Knut Mjelde and try to reach something by refusal to speak for some amount of days(it won't last too long)
3)Why can't i go through school and not be happy, nto crack a smile, without someone asking me "What's wrong mike?" I want to strike that person down.
fuck...
fuck...
if anyone ever needs moral support, though i may be able to give little, give me a call or e-mail me(Michael.Curtis@gmail.com HP=6158224067)