not in a good place right now.....

[vengeful_owl]

yesterday we took my dog, Henry, to the vet because he's been out of sorts recently and had some sort of boil on his but, making it hard for him to go to the bathroom......................................it was caner.

we didn't want him to have to suffer anymore, so we decided that it would be better to just put him to sleep instead of having him and us put through harder times. to see him suffer like he has and to know it will only get worse...............................we just couldn't.

right now, i need to distract myself with anything so i don't have the overwhelming  need to cry all day long...........................