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My head hurts.
So I'm back at foley. It's a good school as far as schools go i guess. I dn't know if i could be more tired right now. I think ive been told 20 times in the past two days not to "fuck shit up." yeh w/e. I always somehow manage to do it eventually. I get real motivated, then i do good, then i realize im doing good and slack off, then do really bad, then get motivated again and the process has repeated itself throughout the past couple of years.
It's hard not to smoke weed though. i want my car back really bad and i want my freedom but weed has actually become one of my morals. like i believe it's a good thing and im not gonna stop until i start beleiving it isn't. but seeing as it's not i think its out of the question.
So I'm back at foley. It's a good school as far as schools go i guess. I dn't know if i could be more tired right now. I think ive been told 20 times in the past two days not to "fuck shit up." yeh w/e. I always somehow manage to do it eventually. I get real motivated, then i do good, then i realize im doing good and slack off, then do really bad, then get motivated again and the process has repeated itself throughout the past couple of years.
It's hard not to smoke weed though. i want my car back really bad and i want my freedom but weed has actually become one of my morals. like i believe it's a good thing and im not gonna stop until i start beleiving it isn't. but seeing as it's not i think its out of the question.