Jan 01, 2005 23:26
knife's are sharp. dagger's are sharper. but machetes... they fuckin slice through brick.
see all those people on the ground
wasting time
I try to hold it all inside
but just for tonight
the top of the world
sitting here wishing
the things I've become
that something is missing
maybe I...
but what do I know
and now it seems that I have found
nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
slow it down, slow it down
without it all
I'm choking on nothing
it's clear in my head
and I'm screaming for something
knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
those may be the some of the truest words ever written.
Anyway 2005 sux dik. because on monday when we go back to school theres nothing to look forward to. fucking nothing at all. maybe failing finals. maybe hockey a lil but with my grades i dnt think ill be eligable.
last night i went to the party with a bunch of black kids. i sat by myself and occasionnally farted. but i realized everything sucks right now in my life but my friends. so guys please dnt piss me off cuz thatd really suck anus.
"there a few things good in this world anymore and home is one of the few." and when im with my fridns i feel fuckin home. in a car in a basement. outside in the cold. it's home. "home to me is reality and all i need is something real."
-derryck