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At mikes. ive been grounded from the computer for grades for a month because my parents r jews. its like 800 in the morning and we havent been to bed yet. so naturally i was playin pool. and im most awake at night anyway so i figured i'd write. and jacob is now sleeping on the pool table while shoving a cue up his ass.?? dnt kow y... but its going down.
sry about everyone who i didnt answer on that last entry. meh i dnt know what to say to be honest. ehhh... so eat my nuts.
Homecoming was sweet. i dno should've brought date. im a fucking dildo. but lil late now. it was stil a good time though.
(this is shit u dnt care about so dnt read if u dnt want to)
latly ive been kinda depressed. i dno. im failing three classes so that could be it but school doesnt make me mad it just makes me hate it more. I think it's cause im paranoid. seriously im the fucking nuttiest person i know and i seriously think my medication is done working. i kinda feel like i did before i went on it. i think one of the things that really bothers me is that i feel more closer to the people ive known for like a month then my friends ive known for 3 or more years. i dno. its probably my fault somewhere along the line so no on overreact.
I dno im looking forward to doing nothing today i really have nothing to do. so i'm gonna go to blockbuster and sleep the day away.
Also another thing thats pissing me off is that all day during school i think about playing guitar and then when i get home i like barly play. i fucking watch tv or some other bullshit. i dno just anthoerthing i dnt understand at all. all right well im leaving because me and jacob r going to go play with mikes balls.
-Derrik
sry about everyone who i didnt answer on that last entry. meh i dnt know what to say to be honest. ehhh... so eat my nuts.
Homecoming was sweet. i dno should've brought date. im a fucking dildo. but lil late now. it was stil a good time though.
(this is shit u dnt care about so dnt read if u dnt want to)
latly ive been kinda depressed. i dno. im failing three classes so that could be it but school doesnt make me mad it just makes me hate it more. I think it's cause im paranoid. seriously im the fucking nuttiest person i know and i seriously think my medication is done working. i kinda feel like i did before i went on it. i think one of the things that really bothers me is that i feel more closer to the people ive known for like a month then my friends ive known for 3 or more years. i dno. its probably my fault somewhere along the line so no on overreact.
I dno im looking forward to doing nothing today i really have nothing to do. so i'm gonna go to blockbuster and sleep the day away.
Also another thing thats pissing me off is that all day during school i think about playing guitar and then when i get home i like barly play. i fucking watch tv or some other bullshit. i dno just anthoerthing i dnt understand at all. all right well im leaving because me and jacob r going to go play with mikes balls.
-Derrik