blink away
this is when i wish i could just blink my existence away, quick and painless, nothing left but a wisp of smoke. for what is there now? my dreams taunt me or outright reject me, throwing my spirit into a pool of acid, while the day just offers endless pain.
so i will down a burning elixir to wash away my salt, to chain my dark soul to an inescapably sweet dependence. there addiction will steal my throbbing heart away, leaving only an endless void.
but i fear my spirit has already commited suicide, abandoning my body in the nauseating depths of chaos, an empty shell- scattered and hopeless.
there the darkness screams of lonliness, gripping my body in a pulsing trance crowded with skeletal melodies of porcelain perfection: a war against this intolerable, glutttonous form.
so maybe you can't understand this, but all i know is something important is missing, without it i wither, yet i can't place what that may be.
so i will down a burning elixir to wash away my salt, to chain my dark soul to an inescapably sweet dependence. there addiction will steal my throbbing heart away, leaving only an endless void.
but i fear my spirit has already commited suicide, abandoning my body in the nauseating depths of chaos, an empty shell- scattered and hopeless.
there the darkness screams of lonliness, gripping my body in a pulsing trance crowded with skeletal melodies of porcelain perfection: a war against this intolerable, glutttonous form.
so maybe you can't understand this, but all i know is something important is missing, without it i wither, yet i can't place what that may be.