And walk away...
2 in the morning and I can't sleep. What is wrong with me? Maybe it's because I didn't get to sleep last night until 6:00 this morning. And then I slept until 4 pm. Now...I can't get tired.
I have work tomorrow from 2-8 pm. I am not looking forward to it in the least. There is something about standing around, folding clothes, making sure the hangers are exactly one inch apart, and putting size stickers on things that doesn't sound too appealing to me. I hope I am in the back room tomorrow-organizing jeans is honestly the most amusing task I have there so far. Thank GOD that Abercrombie is closing in August anyway because Pearl St. doesn't give them enough business. Then I will be forced to find another job...and I'll be happy to do it. I guess I will just survive this by thinking about how every dollar I earn is going toward spending money in Singapore. It is going to be nearly impossible for me to not blow every paycheck before I leave.
I have been hanging out with Lauren constantly. We are totally making up for lost time since we only saw each other like three times during the school year. It is hard to keep in tough when you go to colleges four hours away from each other. Tomorrow we are going to curl in bed and watch movies constantly throughout the night, & order pizza...I have been craving it and on Monday I'm doing the whole "healthy eating" deal, so I'm going to splurge tomorrow night. Sometimes I think it would be easier to be a lesbian...I get along with certain girls so well, and if Lauren & I were in a relationship, I doubt we would ever have a disagreement. Alright...well...moving on...
I got incredibly depressed today while sitting on my brother's back porch. I suddenly thought about what things will be like for me in August when my mom and sister move to Missouri. I have never NOT had my mom in the same state as me. Moving out of the house and into the dorms at CU was actually pretty hard to get used to at first...Katie & I had many homesick nights...and now she's going to be gone always. I don't know if I'll be able to stand it. I hate her, because we are so similar, but I love her so much. She is my best friend in the world. Suggestions on how I'll get through this? Please?
Download songs by Team Sleep. Some favorites of mine:
-Boulevard Nights
-Death by Plane
-Ever
-Your Skull is Red
Good night everyone.
I have work tomorrow from 2-8 pm. I am not looking forward to it in the least. There is something about standing around, folding clothes, making sure the hangers are exactly one inch apart, and putting size stickers on things that doesn't sound too appealing to me. I hope I am in the back room tomorrow-organizing jeans is honestly the most amusing task I have there so far. Thank GOD that Abercrombie is closing in August anyway because Pearl St. doesn't give them enough business. Then I will be forced to find another job...and I'll be happy to do it. I guess I will just survive this by thinking about how every dollar I earn is going toward spending money in Singapore. It is going to be nearly impossible for me to not blow every paycheck before I leave.
I have been hanging out with Lauren constantly. We are totally making up for lost time since we only saw each other like three times during the school year. It is hard to keep in tough when you go to colleges four hours away from each other. Tomorrow we are going to curl in bed and watch movies constantly throughout the night, & order pizza...I have been craving it and on Monday I'm doing the whole "healthy eating" deal, so I'm going to splurge tomorrow night. Sometimes I think it would be easier to be a lesbian...I get along with certain girls so well, and if Lauren & I were in a relationship, I doubt we would ever have a disagreement. Alright...well...moving on...
I got incredibly depressed today while sitting on my brother's back porch. I suddenly thought about what things will be like for me in August when my mom and sister move to Missouri. I have never NOT had my mom in the same state as me. Moving out of the house and into the dorms at CU was actually pretty hard to get used to at first...Katie & I had many homesick nights...and now she's going to be gone always. I don't know if I'll be able to stand it. I hate her, because we are so similar, but I love her so much. She is my best friend in the world. Suggestions on how I'll get through this? Please?
Download songs by Team Sleep. Some favorites of mine:
-Boulevard Nights
-Death by Plane
-Ever
-Your Skull is Red
Good night everyone.