Something.
i haven't posted in over a week. i have a lot that i would like to talk about. though, i am not going to talk about a lot of things.
life is okay, i guess. i hope it gets better. i think it will, i hope it will.
i just want to point out how completely amazing my friends are. i have very few tight and close friends. though i hardly see them, i appreciate them more than anything in the world. they are always on my mind. i love them.
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THE ABOVE...IS FROM...I HAVE NO IDEA WHEN...I RESTORED DRAFT.
Anyway.
I was looking through my journal. My live journal...that I had turned into a pdf file and had published on lulu.com.
Maybe I want to write in this thing. I think I might. I obviously logged on and decided to post this. I am silly.
Jude is crying. Jude is my baby, for those of you that have no idea that I had a child. He's cool. We have to get up (Jude and myself) at 7:30 tomorrow morning. Jude is getting his first shots. Should I video tape this experience? Is that a crazy idea? I most likely won't...but it's so hard to not want to document everything considering he is the cutest thing evar! EVAR! I spelled ever with an a...I liked the sound of it better. I said it in my head. I guess I have been saying this whole post in my head. I don't know. It's 1:36 in the morning.
Also, I have to go talk to my boss tomorrow. I am going to ask for some hours. I hate the idea of it. Money is tight...like...really tight. It sucks. I am so very appreciate of the help from my friends and family...and people I have never even met.
Jude is still crying. I really want him to sleep in his crib tonight...but I don't think that is going to happen. I need to get batteries for his fish thing...baby einstein...or something. He really enjoys fish, it seems. Who doesn't?! GAWD! I miss that aquarium place on main street. Fish are very interesting...they never seem bored...always content.
hmm. I am running out of wall space. I have been hanging many photos. I enjoy visuals.
What am I talking about? It's 1:40 in the morning. Jude has stopped crying...I know it won't last long. I am okay with that.
I had brushed my teeth before revisiting livejournal...but sadly...I want to finish my cigarette. I suck.
Uh, I forgot what else I wanted to post about...so...
goodnight.
life is okay, i guess. i hope it gets better. i think it will, i hope it will.
i just want to point out how completely amazing my friends are. i have very few tight and close friends. though i hardly see them, i appreciate them more than anything in the world. they are always on my mind. i love them.
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
THE ABOVE...IS FROM...I HAVE NO IDEA WHEN...I RESTORED DRAFT.
Anyway.
I was looking through my journal. My live journal...that I had turned into a pdf file and had published on lulu.com.
Maybe I want to write in this thing. I think I might. I obviously logged on and decided to post this. I am silly.
Jude is crying. Jude is my baby, for those of you that have no idea that I had a child. He's cool. We have to get up (Jude and myself) at 7:30 tomorrow morning. Jude is getting his first shots. Should I video tape this experience? Is that a crazy idea? I most likely won't...but it's so hard to not want to document everything considering he is the cutest thing evar! EVAR! I spelled ever with an a...I liked the sound of it better. I said it in my head. I guess I have been saying this whole post in my head. I don't know. It's 1:36 in the morning.
Also, I have to go talk to my boss tomorrow. I am going to ask for some hours. I hate the idea of it. Money is tight...like...really tight. It sucks. I am so very appreciate of the help from my friends and family...and people I have never even met.
Jude is still crying. I really want him to sleep in his crib tonight...but I don't think that is going to happen. I need to get batteries for his fish thing...baby einstein...or something. He really enjoys fish, it seems. Who doesn't?! GAWD! I miss that aquarium place on main street. Fish are very interesting...they never seem bored...always content.
hmm. I am running out of wall space. I have been hanging many photos. I enjoy visuals.
What am I talking about? It's 1:40 in the morning. Jude has stopped crying...I know it won't last long. I am okay with that.
I had brushed my teeth before revisiting livejournal...but sadly...I want to finish my cigarette. I suck.
Uh, I forgot what else I wanted to post about...so...
goodnight.