untangled
is the party going to begin? or is it ending?
we are all growing older, maybe wiser, maybe more stupid. we are all stupid, all of us.
whether it be...
scratch that. that was a lame restored draft.
okay. so, it's fucking 3:14. i am awake. this is not surprising. right? whatever.
i am always exhausted lately. i am doing a horrible job at taking care of myself lately. i am distracted. i don't like it. i have a hard time multitasking.
i think i have restless life syndrome. my soul feels like it's shaking agitatedly. i need something. i do. i think i need a hobby. a time consuming hobby. preferably one that enables me to creatively expel this agitation. i feel like my emotions, thoughts, ideas, whatever...i feel they are like delicate necklaces tangled together. i want to wear those damn necklaces! i don't want to be frustrated by them. does that even makes sense? i really need a project. anything to get these necklaces untangled.
my vocabulary isn't the greatest. i am a huge fan of the thesaurus. if you aren't, you can stop talking to me right now.
i like reading the thesaurus. it inspires me. i guess. it gets my thoughts mobile.
there is a car pile up in my brain. seriously.
anyway. i am going to bed. meet me in my dreams, i hope you will. someone? anyone? unless you suck.
we are all growing older, maybe wiser, maybe more stupid. we are all stupid, all of us.
whether it be...
scratch that. that was a lame restored draft.
okay. so, it's fucking 3:14. i am awake. this is not surprising. right? whatever.
i am always exhausted lately. i am doing a horrible job at taking care of myself lately. i am distracted. i don't like it. i have a hard time multitasking.
i think i have restless life syndrome. my soul feels like it's shaking agitatedly. i need something. i do. i think i need a hobby. a time consuming hobby. preferably one that enables me to creatively expel this agitation. i feel like my emotions, thoughts, ideas, whatever...i feel they are like delicate necklaces tangled together. i want to wear those damn necklaces! i don't want to be frustrated by them. does that even makes sense? i really need a project. anything to get these necklaces untangled.
my vocabulary isn't the greatest. i am a huge fan of the thesaurus. if you aren't, you can stop talking to me right now.
i like reading the thesaurus. it inspires me. i guess. it gets my thoughts mobile.
there is a car pile up in my brain. seriously.
anyway. i am going to bed. meet me in my dreams, i hope you will. someone? anyone? unless you suck.