I can't bear to say anything myself... My 8 year old shelter mutt, Reo, finally had to pass... The vet said it was the best thing we could do for her now.. This is what my brother had to say on his MySpace
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This is the "only" comment I will ever send you again. I want "you" to "know" that I have been in Downey for two years and I have met "everyone" in Zachary's family and guess what? He has never chosen to leave me. For so long you had me feel self hate and sadness because I "thought" I was living a "lie", That infact "I" was not "good" enough.
I want you to know that from now on this is "your" cross to bare with loosing Zachary's friendship and no longer my doubt. Zachary has infact contacted alot of his old "Friends" and I have met them and it is sad that someone once in his life is now the source of his hatred.
This is it, Plain and simple, Zachary came to you as a friend, He had no hope and was hurting. He was in a place where he knew no one and he reached out for you at a time when he needed a friend. He told you things, some true and some exaggerated. But I know everything he has said, I have cried about it, yelled about it and we have worked very hard at where we are now. We have had over two years with not an argument and you want to know why? I cleared up that self doubt you caused.
This whole situation got blown up out of control and got angry and truthfully I know everyone is at fault, even myself but most of all "You" are.
So you wanted to have friends and you wanted to tell folks about what he had said and it got back to him and then it got back to all of us on what you were doing.
Truthfully I am just saying that we are happy, We have a child on the way. I am 30 weeks pregnant with Zachary's daughter and theres no more story to be told dear....
I also want to leave you with one detail. And that is Zachary is doing better than he ever has been. I have watched him grow into a man, he has developed his own voice, he speaks for himself. He is more happy now than at any point in his life and truthfully to have a man cry and tell me how wrong he was and to "work" for my love and trust again was all worth it.
I hope you do not live a life locked in your house with no true friends, With no self love and with memories of what could of been. I hope you get out more, quit dwelling on your "sickness" and try to find a hobby and start a new.
I want you to know that from now on this is "your" cross to bare with loosing Zachary's friendship and no longer my doubt. Zachary has infact contacted alot of his old "Friends" and I have met them and it is sad that someone once in his life is now the source of his hatred.
This is it, Plain and simple, Zachary came to you as a friend, He had no hope and was hurting. He was in a place where he knew no one and he reached out for you at a time when he needed a friend.
He told you things, some true and some exaggerated. But I know everything he has said, I have cried about it, yelled about it and we have worked very hard at where we are now. We have had over two years with not an argument and you want to know why? I cleared up that self doubt you caused.
This whole situation got blown up out of control and got angry and truthfully I know everyone is at fault, even myself but most of all "You" are.
So you wanted to have friends and you wanted to tell folks about what he had said and it got back to him and then it got back to all of us on what you were doing.
Truthfully I am just saying that we are happy, We have a child on the way. I am 30 weeks pregnant with Zachary's daughter and theres no more story to be told dear....
I also want to leave you with one detail. And that is Zachary is doing better than he ever has been. I have watched him grow into a man, he has developed his own voice, he speaks for himself. He is more happy now than at any point in his life and truthfully to have a man cry and tell me how wrong he was and to "work" for my love and trust again was all worth it.
I hope you do not live a life locked in your house with no true friends, With no self love and with memories of what could of been. I hope you get out more, quit dwelling on your "sickness" and try to find a hobby and start a new.
Best wishes, Christy
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