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patience is a virtue that i am running low on. its hard to keep my comments to myself, that i need to keep to myself, in order to respect those that i love. its nothing that they'll hate me for, its just disrespectful. i just... i dont know. i want to tell whats best for them, and suggest what they should do. but my suggestion isn't in there best intrest. it's in mine. and being selfish is not acceptable to me. i want them to do this, but i cant tell them.