randomness
a random thought of my life.
are squirels called squirels because they act squirely, or do they call it squirely for the way squirels act?
soup is by far the best thing that comes in a can.
religion aswell as beer is the cause and solution to all lifes problems.
in the end it all goes away.
if nobody knows this, i'm a cutter and its hard to stop... but i'm working on it.
for no reason i could cry right now but i wont.
you can have self awareness and still be weak.
i dont know how i feel when i'm around you.
it would really be nice if i had my guitar right about now.
why is life so shitty? all i want is to live in peace. i mean i know that in life i'm gonna run into some troubles, but i hate falling into a void so many times. and then it seems that when i get out of a void then i get depressed and fall back into it for what seems to be on purpose.i just want to get away from all the conflict, all the drama, all the bull shit and rules of the world and live the way i want to, peacefully, and in the isolation of the groups that i've been adopted into.
i miss my pontaic crew.
i miss drinking.
i miss doing nothing with the people i miss.
shit i did it again. i drove myself into feeling like shit again. i made a promise to noto do anything to harm myself and i need to stick with that promise, but thats like keeping a bottle of booze just at arms reach of an alcoholic. its damn near impossible. i want my fucking 151, and i want a fucking razor.
i just realized how much i need to be at peace with myself.
what makes me happy? anybody? i need to know...
are squirels called squirels because they act squirely, or do they call it squirely for the way squirels act?
soup is by far the best thing that comes in a can.
religion aswell as beer is the cause and solution to all lifes problems.
in the end it all goes away.
if nobody knows this, i'm a cutter and its hard to stop... but i'm working on it.
for no reason i could cry right now but i wont.
you can have self awareness and still be weak.
i dont know how i feel when i'm around you.
it would really be nice if i had my guitar right about now.
why is life so shitty? all i want is to live in peace. i mean i know that in life i'm gonna run into some troubles, but i hate falling into a void so many times. and then it seems that when i get out of a void then i get depressed and fall back into it for what seems to be on purpose.i just want to get away from all the conflict, all the drama, all the bull shit and rules of the world and live the way i want to, peacefully, and in the isolation of the groups that i've been adopted into.
i miss my pontaic crew.
i miss drinking.
i miss doing nothing with the people i miss.
shit i did it again. i drove myself into feeling like shit again. i made a promise to noto do anything to harm myself and i need to stick with that promise, but thats like keeping a bottle of booze just at arms reach of an alcoholic. its damn near impossible. i want my fucking 151, and i want a fucking razor.
i just realized how much i need to be at peace with myself.
what makes me happy? anybody? i need to know...