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[vendettared41]

I think i'm in love. As much as I don't want to be this boy has sucked me in and I can't get out. I feel like such a loser but I really don't care. He makes me feel really good. His name is Greg G. and no it's not the Greg we hang out with all the time. We met pretty much randomly. I honestly don't think i'm in the right situation to be in a relationship right now. They say wait a year before having a romantic relationship with anyone because i'm in recovery. But I can't help that I like him this much and i'm not going to deny it. I just hope I don't fuck it up like everything else. I'm really good at contradicting myself. but how can you not like a guy who send you this song(below its fragile by NIN) and says it reminds him of you. It made my heart melt. I am such a hopeless romantic idiot.

she shines
in a world full of ugliness
she matters
when everything is meaningless

fragile
she doesn't see her beauty
she tries to get away
sometimes
it's just that nothing seems worth saving
i can't watch her slip away

i wont let you fall apart

she reads the minds of all the people as they pass her by
hoping someone can see
if i could fix myself i'd -
but it's too late for me

i wont let you fall apart

we'll find the perfect place to go where we can run and hide
i'll build a wall and we can keep them on the other side
...but they keep waiting
...and picking...

it's something i have to do
i was there, too
before everything else

i was like you