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hey all,
So im in germany and ive been having a blast, and meeting a whole lot of new and interesting people. it does get loney at time i will confess, and there are a few people back in the states that i miss tremendously, i miss ashley and my little niece Lorna. I miss my family, but you know what, they will be there when i get back, i hope. and im seeing Europe for the first time, its great. But i realize that i havent been on Lj too often now, but its only because i forget what to say when i get here
but i think i know why im here on Lj today
Ive been having alot of dejavus lately. like big ones, of the present and how they apply to the future. I really think something bad is going to happen to one of my new friends here. its sad cause i can't tell him, andyone who really knows me, knows about my insight and my outersight, my ability to sence spirits and to feel other peoples pain (thats one of the reasons i dont let people really touch me cause i feel all of thier bullshit). but its gotten me kinda spooked lately cause i cant really talk to anyone about it, back home i have some people who understand, but here, its different. I dont really know anybody, and that can be a problem when you need someone to talk to. but sometimes Ashley comes online and that helps, but its not quite enough for as much as im feeling right now.
I ran into a spirit not a week and a half after i got here, he was under this resturant that me and my other american friends go to every once and a while in Burg. Unde the resturant was the toilet, and when i went in there it was a strong prescence, and i could hear breathing, but i was all alone in there. so i did the rest of my business, and then got out of there. I told myself that a country like germany would have plenty of haunted places and it was to be expected for someone who has my "problems" it's just something im going to have to deal with while im here. this topic brings me to my next experience, my dorm. every once and a while i get very dizzy in the building where i live. mostly its near the elevator and also near the kitchen which is also near the elevator. The floor feels like im standing on a water bed and my feet a slushing around and unstable. However, no Ghosts, but i think whatever is wrong with this place is underneath the building, like old and down under the foundation. anyway theres no other way for me to tell unless i do some research, and i simply just don't have time for that.
so yeah, thats all for today,
Later
So im in germany and ive been having a blast, and meeting a whole lot of new and interesting people. it does get loney at time i will confess, and there are a few people back in the states that i miss tremendously, i miss ashley and my little niece Lorna. I miss my family, but you know what, they will be there when i get back, i hope. and im seeing Europe for the first time, its great. But i realize that i havent been on Lj too often now, but its only because i forget what to say when i get here
but i think i know why im here on Lj today
Ive been having alot of dejavus lately. like big ones, of the present and how they apply to the future. I really think something bad is going to happen to one of my new friends here. its sad cause i can't tell him, andyone who really knows me, knows about my insight and my outersight, my ability to sence spirits and to feel other peoples pain (thats one of the reasons i dont let people really touch me cause i feel all of thier bullshit). but its gotten me kinda spooked lately cause i cant really talk to anyone about it, back home i have some people who understand, but here, its different. I dont really know anybody, and that can be a problem when you need someone to talk to. but sometimes Ashley comes online and that helps, but its not quite enough for as much as im feeling right now.
I ran into a spirit not a week and a half after i got here, he was under this resturant that me and my other american friends go to every once and a while in Burg. Unde the resturant was the toilet, and when i went in there it was a strong prescence, and i could hear breathing, but i was all alone in there. so i did the rest of my business, and then got out of there. I told myself that a country like germany would have plenty of haunted places and it was to be expected for someone who has my "problems" it's just something im going to have to deal with while im here. this topic brings me to my next experience, my dorm. every once and a while i get very dizzy in the building where i live. mostly its near the elevator and also near the kitchen which is also near the elevator. The floor feels like im standing on a water bed and my feet a slushing around and unstable. However, no Ghosts, but i think whatever is wrong with this place is underneath the building, like old and down under the foundation. anyway theres no other way for me to tell unless i do some research, and i simply just don't have time for that.
so yeah, thats all for today,
Later