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ITS SO DARK OUT
& only 6 o clock.
i want to ESCAPPPEEEE
& i really dont know why.
i wish i could step outside and be @ the beach.
just so i could sit by the water and watch it.
i have nothing to watch. cept the stars.
i miss knowin someone's there for me.
& i dont wanna try to make friends
i just wanna HAVE THEM
and have them love me.
im sick of being by myself.
i did a good deed today and it made me feel good
i also had a job interview at target
im trying to fill up my time
cuz now i have a lot of it.
now that something's officially missing
as much as i hate to say it.. im kind of relieved its over.
and that ive found the power to say NO stop calling me.
but deep deep down..
i still love him
& only 6 o clock.
i want to ESCAPPPEEEE
& i really dont know why.
i wish i could step outside and be @ the beach.
just so i could sit by the water and watch it.
i have nothing to watch. cept the stars.
i miss knowin someone's there for me.
& i dont wanna try to make friends
i just wanna HAVE THEM
and have them love me.
im sick of being by myself.
i did a good deed today and it made me feel good
i also had a job interview at target
im trying to fill up my time
cuz now i have a lot of it.
now that something's officially missing
as much as i hate to say it.. im kind of relieved its over.
and that ive found the power to say NO stop calling me.
but deep deep down..
i still love him