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i dont know.
i dont know what to do. im in the middle of nothing... and everything.
im fine. im falling apart, thats all. nothing new.
but not exactly something familiar. the only thing familiar here is the aching. the aching thats been surging through me since before i even knew it was there.
this is the first time i cant solve my problems by repressing them and finding new ones. this time theyll just pile up.
bring it on.
maybe.
is this a joke? does old man life think this is hilarious?
its only making me angrier. its only building my case for wanting to change everything.
i cant sleep, i cant stay awake... and all i am right now is destructive.
how else am i supposed to be?
i dont know.
im falling apart, thats all.
nothing new.
i dont know what to do. im in the middle of nothing... and everything.
im fine. im falling apart, thats all. nothing new.
but not exactly something familiar. the only thing familiar here is the aching. the aching thats been surging through me since before i even knew it was there.
this is the first time i cant solve my problems by repressing them and finding new ones. this time theyll just pile up.
bring it on.
maybe.
is this a joke? does old man life think this is hilarious?
its only making me angrier. its only building my case for wanting to change everything.
i cant sleep, i cant stay awake... and all i am right now is destructive.
how else am i supposed to be?
i dont know.
im falling apart, thats all.
nothing new.