well a bit ago i finally was hitting on girl #9 for this year, and guess what...she has a boyfriend!
god damn it >.<
Yolonda, Josh, Tanner, Peter and yolonda's friend Halley came over to my house, me and Haley hit it off pretty well in my mind, aperently Yolonda had told her i had played waterpolo at some point and she's really into water polo. Things kinda turned down hill for a little bit there when i had to explain that i did try out, but it just wasnt my thing. But we talked about swimming and our jobs and stuff like that.
Then Josh makes a WoW joke with Tanner and Halley's all "I'm sorry, i can't stand WoW" and me and her start talkign about how horrible the game is stuff like that^^ (hurray for being unified by our hate! heh)
But they bring up even more nerdy talk and its becoming even more obvious to Halley that Josh and Tanner are both hella nerdy, which is throwing her off big time. and they keep bringing me up in their jokes and mentioning things as well which make me look nerdy with them >.>
not helping >.<
so we start talking some more and i find out why she hated wow so much, aperently her boyfriend recently chose to raid over sex and thats why she was pissed and hanging out with yolonda.
So hurray for the 9th girl in a row that i've hit on having a boyfriend!
lets see, what else...oh i know...
BATMAN WAS FUCKING AWESOME!!!
Heath Ledger as the Joker is sooo amazing...I love the way the movie was set up, quite literally: The Joker is an Anarchist who has taken control of Gothem city's underbelly.
"Some men just want to watch the world burn" and i love that in a villain...i think its partly because ive had the thought myself.
All of us have that dark place we sometimes go to...and for me that dark place is shown in the Joker, a psychopath whose only purpose is to show the people their true colors. Its his opinion that people are naturally selfish and rotten to the core and "when the chips are down you'll see, these 'civilized people' will eat each other". In some ways this movie is Jokers big sociological experiment, "will people turn on each other when its their lives or your own"?
I want to heal the world, i want to make it a better place. I know i can't do anything on a broad spectrum but i wanna help people out there and its why ive gone into medicine^^, to improve it while it lasts.
But theres no use denying, that if i was ever to lose everything, if i was ever to lose myself I'd be one of those watching the world burn and laughing through the night
not a comforting thought necessarily, but it is human so not altogether depressing since it is human nature to be both good and bad.
i think I'll settle for doing good deeds and being a bad person^^
oh! and i found a bit of really good classical music! everyone should listen to this song, its a bit long so if you have to just listen to the first 30 secs and the last 30 secs if your in a hurry, but its really good.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BgBn4kAv590Death is the Road to Awe