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i'd lose my head if it wasn't on your shoulder
this week. i've.. worked and worked. my feet sore and mind empty.
looking forward to tomoro.. i'm going to be hanging out with christine at hornsby... and then on thursday hanging out with tim like usual at macq centre.
hopefully i get to find a bag and a belt that i like for this dress that i love.
... i've just been waiting.. and waiting.. 43days to go.
... my life on hiatus till you get back.
birthdays i've forgotten (just these month and half):
1. sara
2. jeannie
3. maddy
4. jess
5. gran
i feel so bad...i think that you guys should post me your birthdays.. just so that my brain can comprehend it all over again.
things to do today:
1. clean my room
2. move the couch in my room.. grr.
3. iron clothes
4. daydream
adventures of jay.. how 'exciting'.
'am i suppose to be happy?...when all i've ever wanted, it comes with a prize'
i read his lyrics.. its heartbreaking.. he felt so much.. i feel almost deprived of all those emotions.... making me..
i'm scared..
1. to ask you whether you still feel something for her (i don't want to know if it's a yes)
2. to ask why you still keep her photo on your ipod (sSh.. it means nothing)
3. to ask why you still write to her (they're friends)
4. to ask why he felt obligated to say goodbye to her (don't lie.... he does feel something)
5. to ask if i mean more to you than her (don't you dare ask)
jealousy.. uncontrolable emotions.... proof of my conciousness..
p.s. i'll keep waiting till he gets back
this week. i've.. worked and worked. my feet sore and mind empty.
looking forward to tomoro.. i'm going to be hanging out with christine at hornsby... and then on thursday hanging out with tim like usual at macq centre.
hopefully i get to find a bag and a belt that i like for this dress that i love.
... i've just been waiting.. and waiting.. 43days to go.
... my life on hiatus till you get back.
birthdays i've forgotten (just these month and half):
1. sara
2. jeannie
3. maddy
4. jess
5. gran
i feel so bad...i think that you guys should post me your birthdays.. just so that my brain can comprehend it all over again.
things to do today:
1. clean my room
2. move the couch in my room.. grr.
3. iron clothes
4. daydream
adventures of jay.. how 'exciting'.
'am i suppose to be happy?...when all i've ever wanted, it comes with a prize'
i read his lyrics.. its heartbreaking.. he felt so much.. i feel almost deprived of all those emotions.... making me..
i'm scared..
1. to ask you whether you still feel something for her (i don't want to know if it's a yes)
2. to ask why you still keep her photo on your ipod (sSh.. it means nothing)
3. to ask why you still write to her (they're friends)
4. to ask why he felt obligated to say goodbye to her (don't lie.... he does feel something)
5. to ask if i mean more to you than her (don't you dare ask)
jealousy.. uncontrolable emotions.... proof of my conciousness..
p.s. i'll keep waiting till he gets back