convalescence
well im feeling better, which is a plus, but i still feel fucking shitty about junk. oh well im sure i'll live. but uppon speaking with people im realizing how sappy and generic everyones becomming about relationships.......its fucking pathetic. if you love the person that fucking much why arnt you married yet? or at lease engaged? seriously though. we're all like 16 or 17 years old. we're not finding the person who we're gunna spend the rest of our lives with. we should just be having fun and not worrying who loves who and who's in love with what.(dick, sex, animals, you name it) just have fun being young while you still are, you have the rest of your lives to have your heart torn-out and your testicles clipped when you're older but for now just fucking enjoy now. if enjoying now for you means having a relationship then do it, but dont count on it lasting forever. have fun and take what you can from it(i dont mean that in a sleezy sexual way im talking experiences moron.)
Dont get me wrong, i like being with someone more than most other people, but im not gunna disillusion myself and think that its going to last "forever".
im just sick of hearing people go on and on about how much they love this person or how they're "in love" with that person. and im not speaking like im a saint in this area becuase yeah i had on relationship like that durring the summer between 8th and 9th grade but i out grew that kinda "this is gunna last forever" junk real quick after that. and i just find it amazing that kids my age still think like that. and still go on like that.
BUT HEY IGNORANCE IS BLISS.
Dont get me wrong, i like being with someone more than most other people, but im not gunna disillusion myself and think that its going to last "forever".
im just sick of hearing people go on and on about how much they love this person or how they're "in love" with that person. and im not speaking like im a saint in this area becuase yeah i had on relationship like that durring the summer between 8th and 9th grade but i out grew that kinda "this is gunna last forever" junk real quick after that. and i just find it amazing that kids my age still think like that. and still go on like that.
BUT HEY IGNORANCE IS BLISS.