Basically I'm a giant dousche...
Who despite all of my efforts NOT to get sick. (it seems to happen every time I'm really upset about something) I did.
I smoked 4 American Spirits yesterday...might have something to do with it.
Or maybe it's just the complete lack of nutrients I'm taking in...blah.
On a different note:
So I was reading some of my old journals today from when I just turned 17. Damn, I used to be soooooooooooo much nicer! It's kind of embarrassing what a social bitch I've turned into over two years. I suppose my circumstances with people affected that...
It's just so weird though.
I sound happy, or maybe just dumb.
Either way, there's no angst in my writing...
It's dumbfounding...
I smoked 4 American Spirits yesterday...might have something to do with it.
Or maybe it's just the complete lack of nutrients I'm taking in...blah.
On a different note:
So I was reading some of my old journals today from when I just turned 17. Damn, I used to be soooooooooooo much nicer! It's kind of embarrassing what a social bitch I've turned into over two years. I suppose my circumstances with people affected that...
It's just so weird though.
I sound happy, or maybe just dumb.
Either way, there's no angst in my writing...
It's dumbfounding...