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since I woke up this morning ive felt like smashing up everything around me and i dont know why. its like major pmt or something, only it isn't that. Ive had a headache every day when i wake up, like having a hangover every day but when i wasnt drunk the night before. i never get angry with people around me..i normally take my aggression out on expensive electrical equipment, and if i break it I get more stressed. I havent been like this for a long time. maybe spending 8 hours on a train yesterday without eating and only drinking coffee did it. I dont know. maybe its also because im so close to going back to farnham and everythings pent up because i dont want to wait another week.
I dont get stressed much in farnham, thats what thai boxing's for.
music. music solves everything. erm. aaaaarrg. Ive still got a headache. i feel like jumping off something high into ice cold water..and then sinking but not bothering to swim back up to the surface.
but because theres no water in bodmin, or high places, im drinking gallons of water instead.
The support band i saw in preston were better than reel big fish. they were called skindred and they were awesome. I didnt know reel big fish that much anyway so seeing them wasnt a big deal because i wasnt expecting to love them. I forgot how many kids would be there though. there arent many situations where i feel old, because i look so young. but there were only 20 or so people in the over 18 bar. And ive remembered a pet hate which I'd forgotten - girls who scream at everything, with high pitched screams that make you want to punch them. I was stood next to one who was silent through the support bands them suddenly came to life when reel big fish were about to come on. She was little, squeaky and shouted 'oh my god' and 'this is so cool' a lot. I don't think i was ever like that. my ears were ringing like usual when i came out but my left ear hurt more because she was screaming into my ear. i wanted to elbow her in the face, i was so tempted.
skindred were playing to an audience which wasnt good enough for them. I wish reel big fish had been supporting them. Still, it was alright anyway. We went to a place called the mill afterwards and pete found out skindred will be back in preston and playing there later in the month. being in the Mill made me feel old too because they were playing new found glory and blink 182 songs.
Anyway, if someone'll go with me i'll go and see some bands in london this autumn. Amusement parks on fire are gonna be in islington, and the subways, who i cant decide whether to like or not are playing somewhere in london.
well I still feel stressed but maybe it'll go away later.
1 more week.
I dont get stressed much in farnham, thats what thai boxing's for.
music. music solves everything. erm. aaaaarrg. Ive still got a headache. i feel like jumping off something high into ice cold water..and then sinking but not bothering to swim back up to the surface.
but because theres no water in bodmin, or high places, im drinking gallons of water instead.
The support band i saw in preston were better than reel big fish. they were called skindred and they were awesome. I didnt know reel big fish that much anyway so seeing them wasnt a big deal because i wasnt expecting to love them. I forgot how many kids would be there though. there arent many situations where i feel old, because i look so young. but there were only 20 or so people in the over 18 bar. And ive remembered a pet hate which I'd forgotten - girls who scream at everything, with high pitched screams that make you want to punch them. I was stood next to one who was silent through the support bands them suddenly came to life when reel big fish were about to come on. She was little, squeaky and shouted 'oh my god' and 'this is so cool' a lot. I don't think i was ever like that. my ears were ringing like usual when i came out but my left ear hurt more because she was screaming into my ear. i wanted to elbow her in the face, i was so tempted.
skindred were playing to an audience which wasnt good enough for them. I wish reel big fish had been supporting them. Still, it was alright anyway. We went to a place called the mill afterwards and pete found out skindred will be back in preston and playing there later in the month. being in the Mill made me feel old too because they were playing new found glory and blink 182 songs.
Anyway, if someone'll go with me i'll go and see some bands in london this autumn. Amusement parks on fire are gonna be in islington, and the subways, who i cant decide whether to like or not are playing somewhere in london.
well I still feel stressed but maybe it'll go away later.
1 more week.