Feb 24, 2005 17:34
its weird when somebody starts thinking too much but im going to type in here the first part of my story for my college essay..its kind of inspired by a country song..P.S. tara if you read this i changed my story line! lol
He came into the house with his head held high, he had a plan he knew what he was going to do with his life. For most of his highschool career he came home confused, unsure of himself, and above all he came home alone. She had finnally came into his life. As a senior in highschool he found his reason for living, something he searched for his whole life. Her name was Leeann, she was beautiful 5'6 blonde long hair at least hitting mid waist. She had eyes that were as crystal blue as the ocean water in Bermuda. To him she was perfect in every aspect of the word.
It was the first day of school Landon woke up assuming that all it would be was another day another year. He saw her in the main office handing her transcript to the secretary. With a quick hair flip he caught a glance of the side of her face. She had pale skin, and was wearing a small punch of blush on her cheek bones. Landon immediatley felt compelled to talk to her, he walked into the main office as if he had official buisness. She looked over at him and sent a coy smile his way. She didnt know it at the time, but that smile meant the world to Landon. He asked her if she needed help finding her way around. She turned around and handed him her schedule, she was touched he was willing to help. Landon looked at her in astonishment, he was amazed she was in the same room as him. He walked her to every class that first week of school and he, well needless to say grew fond of her. She was relieved, just to be next to him. They grew to a point were they became inseperable. At one time, she took the initiative to ask him on a real date, not to study but to actually be together. Though he reacted without hesitation, she was nervous he would decline. That was not the case at all. By the time Landon gained enough courage to ask her to be his girlfriend, they had already gone on at least 12 dates. It was sad to see his senior year float by. Christmas was amazing, he got to spend it with Leeann, so ofcourse it was amazing. They had achieved in 8 months what some couples cant seem to grasp in 20 years of marriage. There was no end in sight for these two, and thats what made them good for eachother. When graduation time neared, it was the hardest decision of both there lives. They knew that with Landon attending NYU and Leeann attending UCLA, it was going to be a difficult relationship. They discussed the obvious options for college relationships, but never discussed breaking up. Their final goodbye was miserable. Leeann couldnt stop crying and Landon couldnt stop smiling. He dug deep into his heart, and knew he could make it through anything with this girl that she was the one.
Three months later, he found himself failing out of every class hed been taking. She couldnt of had a better time in California, something about her personality bounced back within the first week of being without him. He just couldnt stand being alone, he was going to have to change that some day. The emails got smaller, phone conversations got quicker, and their visits became few and far between. It wasnt as he thought, he saw an end in sight and that began to scare him. In his mind replaying everything back to him, he saw them breaking up because of lack of intrest on her end. Was he being paranoid or did he really feel she was ending it without telling him. In his mind he wanted closure, he didnt want it to end but if it was going to he wanted to know.
When he boarded his flight, he didnt know if what he was doing was right. He felt he had nothing more to lose he had already been kicked out of NYU and she was his last hope. He came off the plane well rested and he felt that his visit would be bitter sweet, he didnt want to have the talk that was in his mind inevitable. When he saw her eyes all his feelings that had been locked away for so long after not seeing her came rushing back. He started to think about the first day they met, he started to cry. One tear rolled down his cheek as she came walking towards him. As soon as she saw him she blurted out how she had failed out of every class and was living off campus because she was afraid to tell her parents. How could it be? He was amazed he thought that he was the only one, he felt alone. Seeing her, hearing the words she spoke, watching her flip her hair the way she had the day they met it brought everything back. He was in love with her all over again. They decided to go home and both tell their parents, they didnt care about the punishment they got to be together now.
Five years later, Leeann gave birth to her first daughter, her name was Ema Love. Her name meaning Beloved and loved the way they felt about eachother and now their newly born daughter.
im going to clearly have to edit tons of that and you never know i might hate it in a couple days!! but the song was restless by alisson krauss and then there was a little bit of beckys brother pat and sister in law becca hah yea so thats my story but the only reason im doing a gay essay like that is because i want to be a writer so be mean if you think something should turn out differently like kind of teach a lesson tell me im sure ill be posting more of these!!