I'm a Bitch
So apparently I'm a bitch! I'm a bitch because I have my own opinions and views that not everyone agrees with. I'm a bitch because I don't listen to what you have to say even though you think you are saying it to benefit me, or because you are looking out for my best interest..... well you know what I don't give a flying FUCK! I am who I am today because I did it MY way. Yea I've made mistakes and sure I could have just taken the easy way and just listened to you in the first place... but what would I have learned from that? And I'm a damn good person! Just because YOU don't understand MY personality how is that my problem? Why should I change who I am to make YOU comfortable?
And also my husband informed me today that all his friends and his family think I'm a bitch too. I am not a bitch to Justin. Trust me I could do sooooooo much worse! Yea I agree that I may be hard on him but its only because I expect better from him and I CAN expect better from him because I know he has it in him to be better. He hasn't been the same since he got out of the Army. And I'm the only one who has balls to say it out loud and in his face and for that I get reprimanded! Yup... so I'm a bitch because I don't always like my husband when he pisses me off. (I never said I didn't love him) and because I'm not one of those wives who let her husband control her every move. I'm not a wife that agrees with everything her husband does or says, and I sure as hell don't keep my mouth shut. Everything that he and I do affects the other. I understand that... but does he?
I have never been fake to Justin... from the moment we met I was always myself. He fell in love with me because I am independent and can think for myself. I know what I want. I can get things done. He has stood there in awww at the things I have accomplished that he couldn't even begin to do. From the beginning of our relationship I have been the backbone. And Justin, being honest with himself, would agree. But now that we are here in his home town he decided he wants to be the one "in charge" to put on a fucking show to his friends and family to prove that he has learned from Janet that he isn't letting another female take advantage of him.
I don't see how I'm taking advantage of him. I am not just sitting on my ass at home while he works. I don't have someone on the side. I take damn good care of his son, and I have for the past 2 years. That is something I did not have to do and I still don't have to do. I could say... "well, we live here now... you can just send Dawson to your sister's or have your mom watch him while you work." I'm not cheating on him and I would never cheat on him. Just because your ex wife cheated doesn't mean ALL women are cheaters. And just because your ex wife is a selfish piece of shit who would rather run the streets than take care of you and your child doesn't mean you can take out her short comings out on me. I AM NOT JANET!!!!! and I never will WANT to be Janet. Get it thru your thick skull. Don't take it out on me just because you regret ever meeting her. How are we ever suppose to have a strong lasting marriage if all you do is constantly bring up the shit Janet did to you and your son and can't just trust me when I say I am not like that and I would never do those things?
And also my husband informed me today that all his friends and his family think I'm a bitch too. I am not a bitch to Justin. Trust me I could do sooooooo much worse! Yea I agree that I may be hard on him but its only because I expect better from him and I CAN expect better from him because I know he has it in him to be better. He hasn't been the same since he got out of the Army. And I'm the only one who has balls to say it out loud and in his face and for that I get reprimanded! Yup... so I'm a bitch because I don't always like my husband when he pisses me off. (I never said I didn't love him) and because I'm not one of those wives who let her husband control her every move. I'm not a wife that agrees with everything her husband does or says, and I sure as hell don't keep my mouth shut. Everything that he and I do affects the other. I understand that... but does he?
I have never been fake to Justin... from the moment we met I was always myself. He fell in love with me because I am independent and can think for myself. I know what I want. I can get things done. He has stood there in awww at the things I have accomplished that he couldn't even begin to do. From the beginning of our relationship I have been the backbone. And Justin, being honest with himself, would agree. But now that we are here in his home town he decided he wants to be the one "in charge" to put on a fucking show to his friends and family to prove that he has learned from Janet that he isn't letting another female take advantage of him.
I don't see how I'm taking advantage of him. I am not just sitting on my ass at home while he works. I don't have someone on the side. I take damn good care of his son, and I have for the past 2 years. That is something I did not have to do and I still don't have to do. I could say... "well, we live here now... you can just send Dawson to your sister's or have your mom watch him while you work." I'm not cheating on him and I would never cheat on him. Just because your ex wife cheated doesn't mean ALL women are cheaters. And just because your ex wife is a selfish piece of shit who would rather run the streets than take care of you and your child doesn't mean you can take out her short comings out on me. I AM NOT JANET!!!!! and I never will WANT to be Janet. Get it thru your thick skull. Don't take it out on me just because you regret ever meeting her. How are we ever suppose to have a strong lasting marriage if all you do is constantly bring up the shit Janet did to you and your son and can't just trust me when I say I am not like that and I would never do those things?