Jul 10, 2007 10:39
I was angry. I was really angry.
When something happens to other people, emails abound, and everyone knows. I do what I can to see what I can do to help.
Not so with me. I felt like nobody cared.
Some people knew - and only one spread the news that I might need some friendship. I came home to emails from some who knew, wondering why I've been quiet so long. Did they ever even ask for an update during the time I was there? It was assumed I was okay and at home - but how?
And then I got angry.
I'm not angry anymore.
I'm grateful.
Four people, four completely unselfish, caring, attentive people showed themselves into my life like diamonds being sifted through dirt.
Lauren, Randy, Lynn, and Katie.
God Bless them.
And it's because of they're friendship I'm no longer angry.
I learned in my nine-day stay in the hospital that you can't change how other people are, and how they will react to you. All you can do is to change yourself.
So I'm not angry - I'm blessed!