jefferson city
i'm here in a small town (in relation to a more prominent metropolis, i suppose. but she is still our state capital, afterall.)
all by myself.
the HBO is free. as is the internet.
i'm just grateful that i can sit here...
think.
i'm comforted in my thoughts these past few days in the old j.c.
there are a handful of moments in my life that i've been holding onto for years. i've been so confused as to why...have i wanted those moments back, as they were? the people? the places? the temperature, the taste in my mouth, the way my hair, my garments did or didn't lay? the way I did or didn't lay?
there are feelings that hold firm to my heart. and i guess...that's all. the feelings. not the details.
details are dead.
i'm not.
i like these moments here. i'm sure i'll care nothing about the free HBO 5 years from now.
all by myself.
the HBO is free. as is the internet.
i'm just grateful that i can sit here...
think.
i'm comforted in my thoughts these past few days in the old j.c.
there are a handful of moments in my life that i've been holding onto for years. i've been so confused as to why...have i wanted those moments back, as they were? the people? the places? the temperature, the taste in my mouth, the way my hair, my garments did or didn't lay? the way I did or didn't lay?
there are feelings that hold firm to my heart. and i guess...that's all. the feelings. not the details.
details are dead.
i'm not.
i like these moments here. i'm sure i'll care nothing about the free HBO 5 years from now.