[ Imakaramuni Doki Doki kare no heya no mae ]
[Mood\\\Disgusted.]
[Music\\\Bright Eyes_At the bottom of everything]
You know that feeling you get. When it seems everything is hopeless and then suddenly something amazing happens. And then your life from that moment on has been a dream and everything has been perfect.
but then, a small child ruins it all for you.
Damn you 3 year olds. Damn you.
So my FAVORITE necklace broke. I'm getting a new one, but it's not about the necklace. It's the fact i've only had it for a week and now my mom will think I can't take care of things.
Even though my iPod is in perfect condition.
My wrist and back has been hurting a lot. My wrist hurts because I always move it and my back hurts because i'm stressed out.
:Sighs:
It's funny. I'm being emotionally mauled by a little girl who doesn't even try to annoy me.
She wants me to play with her.
She wants me to give her horsie rides.
I'm not strong enough anymore.
She only wants horsie rides, and thats it.
Will she still want to play with me,
when she finds out I can't give her what she wants?
Will she still hold my hand,
as we cross the street.
And what if she gets older.
What would happen to me?
Would she still be there asking
"Emily, will you play with me?"
[Music\\\Bright Eyes_At the bottom of everything]
You know that feeling you get. When it seems everything is hopeless and then suddenly something amazing happens. And then your life from that moment on has been a dream and everything has been perfect.
but then, a small child ruins it all for you.
Damn you 3 year olds. Damn you.
So my FAVORITE necklace broke. I'm getting a new one, but it's not about the necklace. It's the fact i've only had it for a week and now my mom will think I can't take care of things.
Even though my iPod is in perfect condition.
My wrist and back has been hurting a lot. My wrist hurts because I always move it and my back hurts because i'm stressed out.
:Sighs:
It's funny. I'm being emotionally mauled by a little girl who doesn't even try to annoy me.
She wants me to play with her.
She wants me to give her horsie rides.
I'm not strong enough anymore.
She only wants horsie rides, and thats it.
Will she still want to play with me,
when she finds out I can't give her what she wants?
Will she still hold my hand,
as we cross the street.
And what if she gets older.
What would happen to me?
Would she still be there asking
"Emily, will you play with me?"