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I find that I go through these phases of self acceptance then self doubt. I've been really flip floppy lately with the self-doubt thing for the last few months. Strangely though I also find myself feeling much more feminine and womanly...like I'm more confident in my identity as a woman. A lot of my trangst is melting away, which is odd to me as I find myself really desiring FFS and a BA more than before.
Last weekend was Dyan's wedding(which was totally awesome). Looking at the pictures that were taken got me really self conscious about my face and my chest. It doesn't help that I keep seeing all of these ridiculously hot girls who've had FFS.
I was on the bus on Wendesday and saw this amazing looking transwoman. I could tell she was trans and she totally picked up on me too. We sat next to each other but didn't say one word to each other, it was kind of funny. She was really really pretty, and even though I could tell she had facial work done she still looked great.
For a long time I used to think that if I could tell that someone had plastic surgery, that it directly related to how unattractive that person was. I find my opinions changing over the last couple years. Now there are still exceptions(bad surgery), but I don't find myself as put off by folks who've had work done.
I'm at a weird place in my life.
Last weekend was Dyan's wedding(which was totally awesome). Looking at the pictures that were taken got me really self conscious about my face and my chest. It doesn't help that I keep seeing all of these ridiculously hot girls who've had FFS.
I was on the bus on Wendesday and saw this amazing looking transwoman. I could tell she was trans and she totally picked up on me too. We sat next to each other but didn't say one word to each other, it was kind of funny. She was really really pretty, and even though I could tell she had facial work done she still looked great.
For a long time I used to think that if I could tell that someone had plastic surgery, that it directly related to how unattractive that person was. I find my opinions changing over the last couple years. Now there are still exceptions(bad surgery), but I don't find myself as put off by folks who've had work done.
I'm at a weird place in my life.