Raaarrr, thought I should update something in here but in lieu of content I've opted for the tipsy, on-the-edge-of-a-bit-drunk option - courtesy of some random brand of Rioja followed by Wolf Blass Shiraz Grenache which I'm currently gently partaking :) Oh and everyone's favourite Pringles, Sour Cream and Onion :)
And over in the other Firefox tab we have
http://blogs.elleuk.com/author/mademoiselle/, and yes I'm a fickle fashionista sometimes but I do love Elle so much and the 'mystery It Girl' column is my favourite part - just who the heck IS she?! Anyway in this blog entry she's talking about Berlin - I've never actually been to Germany, can you believe? I can't, and I'm me! At this age! Anyway, I've decided that if I ever get caught up in the idea of marriage being a good idea (what a strange idea...) then I'd have my hen do as a weekend or long weekend in Berlin as they apparently have the best goth/industrial clubs in the whole of Europe...I'd dress in fabulous knee-length huge platformed silver buckled shiny black Serious Boots (which I wouldn't be able to afford for months in the real world but hey, this is a *dream sequence*) and some extravagant outfit that I'd made myself with lots of feathers, with a green-black or blue-black tone resembling that of a Magpie. But with my toned and flat belly on show (ha! This really IS a *dream sequence*!), and some shocking friends. Then I'd look like an attendee of Torture Garden or something, oh and I'd have spooky contacts in my eyes that made me look like a cat or something, like yellow or vibrant green coloured... I'd be so cool!
Not that I'm thinking of marriage or anything, just Berlin really. And gothy-ness. And extravagant 'me'. It's just that the 'Sex And The City' film finished downloading last night so I watched it, and there's a scene containing the most casual, logical, 'this is a sensible idea' marriage proposal, and I just started thinking of what would happen if that was me and of course the main preparation would be a memorable hen do! I'd like to be the Dutch way, with the stag and hen do's meeting up at the end of the night and combining things, but hey this is England... Actually the film was a bit of an eye-opener abut all the things that can go wrong with planning a wedding... But i'd have to have been with the relevant person for a number of years before even thinking of stuff like that (twice bitten, three times shy in my case) so is not the case at the moment.
But maybe I should go to Berlin and be an Industrial biatch anyway! Maybe I should start saving for the boots and designing the outfit as soon as I've properly sobered up! I need to be more creative, I can't remember the last time I was creative...oh actually I made a couple of cards recently, but I need to really break out and start inventing, I mean I'm in London now where all the opportunities are, why am I so caught up in work and travelling so much for that and being exhausted all the time?
I'm still obsessed by The Do, by the way, they're the main thing I listen to on my MP3 player (along with the Cillit Bang remix and an EBM compilation that my brother Kris did for me) (bruvver from another Muvva) - right now is the song 'Stay (just a little bit more)' which contains the wonderful line:
"he could never be the satisfying shag I needed"