It's 2021 and what a shitty year it has been.
Okay, holy fuck. Sooo..... bullet points..
-tore my hip labrum but don't need surgery
-james moved out and moved into his new girlfriend's who is a complete trainwreck.
-I've been talking to Paul the last few years online, almost every day. And we've gotten closer.
I bought a plane ticket to NC to see him for my birthday next month.
I'm nervous and excited. I've been reading a lot of stuff that I wrote about him and my thoughts over the years. One of the things that stands out that is kind of annoying in a good way... is that I guess I didn't get over him like I thought I did. I didn't remember how I thought I was feeling about him so that's interesting.
Anyways. I need (want) to start writing more so I'll be back to explain everything in more detail.
-tore my hip labrum but don't need surgery
-james moved out and moved into his new girlfriend's who is a complete trainwreck.
-I've been talking to Paul the last few years online, almost every day. And we've gotten closer.
I bought a plane ticket to NC to see him for my birthday next month.
I'm nervous and excited. I've been reading a lot of stuff that I wrote about him and my thoughts over the years. One of the things that stands out that is kind of annoying in a good way... is that I guess I didn't get over him like I thought I did. I didn't remember how I thought I was feeling about him so that's interesting.
Anyways. I need (want) to start writing more so I'll be back to explain everything in more detail.